Sleepless nights..

Every night when i tried to sleep early , it will be an impossible mission for me to do so . Lol i cant sleep and my mind just wonders round and round thinking of you. It comes automatically without me triggering it .When i lay on the bed and started to close my eyes the picture of your face would be there and it is hard for me to sleep .When that starts memories of you will be flashing through my head . I cant live through this anymore . You moved on leaving me behind to have these kinda mental breakdown. I guess you dont really care about me anymore. DOes not matter if it stays that way because the truth always hurts. Since the day i have been separated from you , the days look more alike just the same . Memories we spent will always be in my mind because you are the one who showed me happiness and sadness. You cared about me when i was in a very bad situation. Anyways when i pretend that i am happy and moved on deep down in me still remains the same. MIssing you as always . Decisions that i made can never be changed . Hope i can have my sleep back again without any memories of you ..